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I guess I just got hurt, really hurt. And sometimes, when that happens, something inside just shuts off.

2009-08-30T04:54:00.000-07:00

Pictures,

"I suggest a drive, let's take the back roads.
Let's get lost, let's lose our minds."

You changed, I changed, everyone changed, The world had changed

2009-08-08T10:23:00.000-07:00

Hey, supp bitchessss. Im back gain. Juz back from Bamboo nine. Since recently so stressed out so decided to went there wif my cousin to chill out. Mhmmm, guess days aren't that smooth recently. Exam is coming next week and i still havent really prepare yet, unlike the worm amanda holding the books and studying all the time. Ahhah, i think i juz stupid enough to waste my time all the while, it's time to stop all those nonsen and back to studying mood d. Owhh yea, my body re superior pain mann, thnz to basketball. I've went basketball almost every single day and keep my diet back to schdule. Presently i hope that i can get in next year scl team and play for mssd juz like wat i did while in dj. Owhh yea, thnz lahh pn chan. Thank for being there when i feel lonely or sad, btw eventhough sometime ur advise dun really make sense but then i think im juz gonna listen to u, may be u re right coz no matter how u still older than me and hav much more experience than me. So yea. Btw Stupid RETARDED TINY LITTLE CUPID dun act innocent lahh, i noe that u re sick-er than me. :) Anyway i juz felt lifeless and speechless all the time. Dunno why, i think i juz need someone to talk to. Haihhh... Byee guys, dotaing.

Break Time...

2009-07-22T22:25:00.000-07:00

Hey, im actually blogging at scl time, wowww. Ahhha, i get to go home at 9 something juz now, coz my eye was freakin pain and it's start yesterday aft my afternoon nap. Issssh, ass hole lahh. And i'll hav to wear specs out, and doc actually said i cant wear contact for 1 weeks coz my eye infection. Bad luck... =.= I think that's all. going out for lunch... Chiaoz...

Lifeless moment...

2009-07-22T03:23:00.000-07:00

Hey supp. Everything was well as usual and nothing much to blog bout. Btw days getting smoother and smoother day by day and hope that it gonna last. Btw stupid wei wen, stop imagining lahh. U retarded little cupid. :) Guess that much for today, tuition soon. CIAOZZZZ....

Everything was juz lie

2009-07-18T19:39:00.001-07:00

Hey, im back gain. Felt so random and hyper lately.:) ahhahhh. nothing much to say lately, but then life getting way more better and intresting. I think im gonna blog bout chan chan b'day celebration at tgi friday. It was quite a joke, and quite stoned. And chan damn perasaan, non stop saying everyone love her. Ahhah, blur chan don't so perasaan lahh aiyoh. Btw thank lahh chan for the advice, but then chill lahh aiyoh not like im gonna do anything to effect it ryte. Elleh. Mhmm, i guess that's all i can say. :) Im at sri hartamas starbuck enjoying my drink now, ciaoz. :)

You're not always the right one.

2009-07-17T11:21:00.001-07:00

kuah ask me to update for him.
aiya i damn tired d la idiot.

badminton today so tiring and its 2.20am now and i wana sleeeeeeep !
stupid kuah. haih.

idk whats on with u and her already now. you lar always pissed me off. omg can you pls control your emotions ? sometimes i get rly annoyed and pissed with you seriously.
btw , you come schl and nvr come. ALOT DIFF MAN.
there's peace when you never come. :D
ok just kidding dont pms.

bye.

Should i feel grateful or something else??

2009-07-17T10:51:00.000-07:00

Hey suppp... im back gain. Guess so life getting better slightly abit, but scl life still that suck and getting terrible. Errr, total up 7 days nvr go scl for 2 weeks, scl re bored lahh. AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! But then still get to see someone, so no choice hav to go sometimes. :) everyone that around me re more and more getting their perfect right partner, eventhough kai also fall for someone else, i guess i juz hav to work harder and catch up them. Lately always went my housing area park sitting on the swing and swing swing swing wif my partner - MUSIC. I think my life gonna be dark without music beside me. I juz hope that some day there's a chance for me to get things right back as last time, i juz miss u so much. Btw am i that bad, that suck or even that terrible?? Btw tomorow re grandma chan party celebration. I guess im gonna wish her HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAT, GRANDMA!!! She was juz 1 of the best teacher i ever noe, she's sporting, cool but then sometimes she get angry easily juz like someone(i guess u gonna noe who i mean :) ) but then overall she juz perfect. :) Mhmm, nothing much to say d, and it's really late now, so BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE....

Kuah is in the process of being a GOOD BOY!!!

2009-07-09T01:08:00.000-07:00

hey, supp everyone. IM back gain, fuck lahh. Scl life is getting worst and worst and i dun feel like wanna go scl lately. I felt its meaningless for me eventhough this year is a important year coz if nvr study well this year then next year prepare to say bye bye to spm result d, so yea. Its juz wat i think but then i think i still gonna go scl and face those btiches. Btw i skipped scl gain, today wasn't that fun as tuesday. Today juz went quas wif a couple of fren and ta kei ta kei ta kei. And i had play straight 4 hours dota non stop, im juz miss itso much coz i had stop playing it for 4 5 months that time due to some reason. Mhmm, and aft scl end i juz walk back to scl as usual and saw tommy and dwayne. Tommy invited me to go wif him to jasmine's party at cocobanana this saturday. Btw cocobanana really sucks lahh, the dance floor is even smaller than my room. :) mhmm, its kindda late now and im tired and exaushted, so im gonna sleeep.Tata, byeee....

I love you so much that u will never ever noe...

2009-07-05T08:19:00.000-07:00

Mhmm, nothing much to blog actually. Juz that recently went to bukit jalil to see cheer 09. It was fantastic and awesomer than last year. Sat went wif joey ma, e jiun, boo, joanne, kian kai and way wen. Then the other day went wif joanne, boo and kian kai only. Owhh yea, joanne u cant run atall lahhh,and not ur slipper slipery that cause u cant run. U suck k... :) mhmm, went to watch transformer alone while i reach ou frm lrt station. Guess it was a worst day ever recently. 1st, get to noe some truth, 2nd being worry for my future due to some privacy probelm. Errr, i think that's all. Nothing much to blog bout. Owhh yea 1 last thing i felt jealous and lonely whether time i saw u re wif other guy eventhough i noe there's nothing i can do atall. So yea, actually is i dunno wat to do, may be i juz need some help. Anyone willing to help me??

Lifeless moment....

2009-06-29T06:03:00.000-07:00

Mhmm, back gain. recently feel like blogging dunno why. D anyone noe why?? Btw scl weren't smooth lately. And joanne im not like others lahh k. I easily fall for something that im in intrested or lyke it, so yea. Example call u to quit from playing badminton, feel u feel like dying?? I've the same feeling too. Err, SHITTT. There class tambahan for our 4 siantan class every thursday till 2.30 gonna be tired and bored, but then no choice who call me nvr really study in the past?? Anyway i juz miss those day b4 anything or everything happen, i juz miss ur messages and ur miss call whenever i was late to reply or fall a sleep and teman me in the late nite. Honestly i think i had juz fall for u d. How stupid am i ryte. Yea i noe... Errr, this year cheer gonna be bored for me, cant get anyone to teman for it... Haihhh... Errr, it's so late d and i think i've to go and do my moral project. Byeee....

mhmm.

2009-06-28T08:39:00.000-07:00

joanne here.
so kuah here ask me to help him costumize his blog.
okay er seriously idk what to do for you. sumore guys. simply lah. :D

btw , you're welcome ( regarding the previous post you wrote ).
i will try to help whenever i can but pls dont cross the line , sometimes.
it can be rly annoying and.... -.- nvm. haha.
ignore that.

so ciao im having a fucking headache now and there's school tmr.
OHMAGOD. i wana take a rest.

btw , im still so so so downright devatated on michael jackson's death ! i love that singer so much ! he's a legend and everyone's idol. he's also the most special person anyone can ever seen.
i pity on what he goes through in his life. look kuah , there's so many ppl out there having an even worst life than yours but they're still there hanging on till the very last moment. i hope you will appreciate yrs and dont exaggerate so much bout yr life. also, dont expect so much everytime cause nothing is perfect. remember that dude.

R.I.P michael. you're the world's legacy. :)
i shall go now.

Stupid day...

2009-06-27T07:45:00.000-07:00

ahhah, today went wif kai boo and sin for movie. at1st we plan to go curve to buy some polo collar t, but then end up because of kok sin, he say curve re too far for him and too exp if call cab so we juz decide to go ou only. So we went for a few pool game, and i actually win all of them. AHHAH. Yinky, i waiting for u to cheng me a meal, juz save money from now, u got no hope to win me wan lahh... :) While we playing, then the twins meet up wif us, so me and kar sheng a team a kar weng and yu jing a team, and end up we win. ahhah. They juz too weak for me. :) I noe i sound lanci but it's a face so no choice. :) mhmm, aft it we went for a show, which name some stupid blood the last vampire show, the main character kindda not bad, quite hot but then the story line really suck, cant get it atall but i enjoyed the BLOOD effect. :) U can get to see the blood flying here and there, ahhah. Cool. And owhh yeah, the worst thing is we went in the wrong room. Ours should be hall 1 but then we went hall 2 coz hall 1's door re too small and cant notice. we sat there for round 20 minutes plus only realise aft saw the 13 tihngy coz our show should be above 18 only can watch wan, so yea. Damn embarased lahh. OMG. then we juz ran out and go back to the actuall hall. WTF... ahhah... And yea, i think we re the only one that went without partner and there re 4 of us somemore. So around us full loving birds, damn jealous lahh. Why so unfair wan until i still cant get a perfect right partner. May be i juz failure for life lahh. HAIHHH.... Mhmmm, but then luckily the meanwhile was texting amanda so wont feel that gay. Xp aft it then went home and changed then go basketball court. Mhmm, that juz my day. simple as always... SAD....

I juz miss those days so much...

2009-06-27T05:35:00.001-07:00

Hey everyone there. Life doesnt go well recently for me. I think im gonna shout out all those thing that i've facing now. 1st of all, my very so call fren, did something stupid. which is very very very stupid things to me. He stole my phone and say his dad gave him, and he actually said that he was stunned while he get the phone. WTF?? 2nd to someone that everyone noe who am i talking bout. Wat's ur feeling when u hav some probelm wif ur gf, and ur close frne texted her, and LC-ing around and told everyone that he re close wif her, and teased u back in a badly harmful way. Wat's ur feeling?? And that's how i felt right now. Think wif ur god damn brain b4 u do anything.... =.= That one of the biggest probelm then ruined up my days lately. And owhh yea, at the meanwhile hav to thnz to my buddy sin, chong, boo, my so called "twins sister", kian kai and some others that i shouldn't list down their name, but then im gonna appriciate all ur help, especially my brother jacob. Thank you the most lahh, u re there every moment while i need u, and share my happiness or even my probelm wif me. And yea, thank you also "chubby" twins sister, even though there some probelm between us since last year but then im still gonna thank you for ur help eventhough sometimes u did mistake also, but then juz screw it lahh. U did ur best and i appriciating it right now. owhh yea, kok sin appriciate ur girl lahh. She's a nice and kind person, eventhough sometimes she's super annoyed wif the "AWESOME" thingy. actually she's not atall, god noe why. :) Mhmm, i think i gotta go d, to catch up wif kai, sin and boo to hang out at ou. Byee guys...

kuah is NOT awesome. note that !

2009-06-20T11:16:00.000-07:00

4 siantan class picture. got more la of course but i'll post up one only. :D wana see more go my facebook. find it yourself. :p

kuah looks like gonna fall. AIYO should push him down ma. lagi syok. x_x LOL joking la kuah ! dont pms k ?

he intro me stupid song woi. i intro you such nice songs. NO TASTE HUMAN BEING. :D okok jk.
and he says eating fruit and yogurt can make you fat ! -_______-
yes la food master. everyone shall use yr '' advice '' next time. go host talkshow bout food la since someone so pro bout foods. -.-

WATCH INDONESIAN OPEN CHANNEL 811. :D
hahaha this is crap. he ask me to blog again maaaa..... -.-
ciiiiaaaooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
Joanne.

2009-06-20T09:56:00.001-07:00

layyen is awesome :) so is kuah D:

Hi.

2009-06-20T07:54:00.000-07:00

Hi,Kuah begged me to write something about myself. But I wouldn't do that,might be real embarassing just like you drinking toilet bowl water. Ew,right? I know. That's it Kuah.

Optimistic okay.

2009-06-19T08:57:00.000-07:00

Joanne here.

since this idiot is so lame i help him to be lamer !
ok wtf im so lame. -.-
nvm cut that.

sigh kuah kuah. im speechless towards you. AND STOP STONNING AND SLEEPING LIKE AND IDIOT IN CLASS LAR. my god.
and stop dreaming bout girls 24/7. -.-

anyway this fella still had my name tag '' wong sze mei '' with him in his wallet. he's my so called twin. :D haha thats lame , kari.

eh and why you're blog post time is morning wan. ITS NIGHT NOW ! MYGOD.

anyway this is too much crap. (dont get pissed with me dumbdumb) heahehahehaheha...
till then. :p

1st week of scl reopen.. =.=

2009-06-19T00:36:00.000-07:00

hey, im back.... nothing much to talk bout actually. Juz something bout 1st week aft scl reopen. And wth lahh, i failed in this term exam, and it's like 1st time in my life of failing in exam. fuck mannn, screw things offf. And dun think things gonna be ryte in future, my life getting sucker and sucker. Fishy lahh, why cant god simplify things?? And always so unfair?? And Omg, BLOGGING is so COMPLICATED and HARD!! Same, why cant god make things easy??

2009-06-13T08:04:00.000-07:00

hey, everyone... finally kuah re back... :) sound so gay. Btw my holiday re suck like hell, atfirst few day b4 holiday the feeling is like kindda cool and fun. but then right while the holiday start, the nightmare begin. Kena some shit fever and went hospital for few days, then right aft it then meet up some serious shit and can be say so it's the worst probelm for my this year. I juz wonder why the same thing happen all again and again and non stop... wtf, it's god damn unfair, but then wat to do?? Screw it, anyway 1 more days to scl reopen, the feeling re kindda fun atleast scl day gonna fulfil my empty moment. Anyway wish u guys hav a good and nice holiday. nite everyone... gtg out , tataa...

Hacker to help.

2009-06-12T03:19:00.000-07:00

Yo's. Since our Kuah here aint really good with codes, same as me when I just started blogging -____- I helped him out with a new one. He likes LV and he wanted it as a layout, so yeah, found one ! Update your dead blog lah Kuah !

Sharmaine ; loves

AMANDA IS AWESOME.

2009-05-19T01:11:00.001-07:00

ok ok, i promise u. I updated my blog. btw i really dunno wat to say and write. Anyway exam damn stress lahhh, haihhhh. Owhh yeah, amanda is awesome. Xp

sigh always thinks he's awesome when he's not !

2009-05-13T00:04:00.000-07:00

joanne here.

i wana say kuah suck.
YAY.
and you're not awesome la PUH-LEASE. -____-

i ddint see him for 3 days and im so happy !!
lol okok kidding dont be mad.
he doesnt know im updating for him now. :p
i have the right since i created this lame blog for you... -.-

okaylah. enough for now. so far... i know around 5 people's blog pass ! :P
i can hack in anytimeeeeeee.
hehahehahehehaha.

kuah...

2009-05-09T01:55:00.000-07:00

... not that awesome. :P

okay since you want me to update with something nice.. i have no idea whats nice to you ._.
anywayy you're not thaaat awesome . :)
you should try shaving bald :D

i'm awesomeee :)
bye.
if you're wondering who this is, i'm layyen :D

ps : can you please update?!! this is getting boring.

First.

2009-05-08T09:12:00.001-07:00

Joanne here. i made this blog for kuah since he asked me to.
everyone's making a blog now ! -.- and all asking ME to make for them.
you ppl better thank me by belanjaing me something. :p

So KUAHHHH , here's your bloggie !
say thank you !!!
hehe. :D
ok ttfn. :)